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To the stars that played with the darkness
I sang of love and burned up completely

Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 9:21 PM

爱不单行 - 罗志祥

找不到人说 心里的寂寞
找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定 在一起的那个人
很多人都笑我 一个人过生活

爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可數的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边 泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单 是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人 为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到 爱情那个枷锁


爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可數的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她


Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 10:49 PM

sleep deprived.

i am so going to bed right now.
imagine i slept from Pasir Ris to Tiong Bahru this morning, LUCKY, i never overslept in the MRT and reach earlier in the office than what i expect..
imagine i nearly doze off in Mcdonald HarbourFront this afternoon after work while waiting for my friends to arrive.
imagine i was so stoned at RWS despite we took don't know how many pictures.
imagine i was super stoned during dinner at Yam Cha.
imagine i slept all the way from Outram back to Pasir Ris, okay lah, with occasionally opening of the eyes and talk to my friends.

oh no. its going to be February soon.

brain is shutting off..
good night!
:)


@ 12:11 AM

no Batam trip later.
will be in office in the later morning
on a Saturday..
but work is till 12.30pm..
i hope i can wake up as usual at 6.15am to reach office on time or a lil earlier rather than late..

i am hitting the bed now.. (which is unusal early for me because i would just sleep at 2am or 3am on a Friday and this is really super early for a Friday night), but oh well..
good night!
:)


Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 10:11 PM

the last entry was last Wednesday.
i think either i am too busy watching Autumn's Concerto away or i am just busy trying to just be "online" so to find some entertainment.
oh well.

my muscle is breaking away..
i think is either i am falling sick or because i walk and climb too much already.

past weekend was good.
went out on Saturday to Mr Chan house with the rest and thereafter was dinner.
reach home later than i expected because of the stupid bus i am waiting..
Sunday was absolutely home sweet home.
was suppose to clean my cupboard again but i just fall asleep in that afternoon.

last week also was in quite a dilemma over some stuff, but i have though over about it already. so yeah!
:)

and i am actually quite worried about something now.
i shall read more on it.
*cross* finger that nothing is wrong.
=X

good night..


Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 9:03 PM

Congrats Chloe on becoming Mrs (as in really signing on the cert).
she look so blissful in one of the pic that a friend tweet in twitter this afternoon.
i am so happy for her!

Have a blissful and happy marriage.
:D


@ 12:30 AM

i wanted to sleep.
but i want to watch Autumn's Concerto and yet my eyes is not giving me a good time either.

RESORT WORLD @ Sentosa will be open later on.
and so meaning VICTORIA SECRET is opening later too.

*eyes* big big = shop there = bankrupt.
but i still think it's cheaper to buy in US or online?
*frowns*

but still i want to visit it physically and hopefully shop. chant million times of *i am a girl afterall* :P
and so can the cupid works and strikes and find me a bf who will be nice and willing to sponsor all my buys (if there is any). HAHAHAHAHA. kidding lah, as if it is that really easy, *double sigh*,and i can just slowly dream on about "it" to really happen to me anyway. >.<. haha
and how i wish i live in Harbour Front or close to Harbour Front, just like Cy!
imagine VS and Universal Studio(which is not open yet) and many many more are just so near your house. heeee. =P

and oh a friend message me with regards about coincident.
this is really a long story.
but to me, coincident really do happens.
just because the world is just so small or should i say Singapore is just so small

back to the show, and then to sleep.
bye & night! :)


Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 10:03 PM

ate dinner with my family at Whitesand after work since it's Daddy's birthday (My Treat)!
waited for the 4 of them till like 8pm plus.

went to the library and borrowed books.
went to popular.
went to Challenger.
went to NTUC.
went to Watson & Guardian.

then they finally reach.
i think i waited for like 1hour plus.

feeling very full and sleepy.
think i shall hit the bed soon.
:)


@ 12:10 AM

幸运草 - 丁当

艳阳天,花园
汗湿他的脸,纯真是
我17岁挂念那男孩
亮晃晃,时间拉着青春跑
跑过了午睡醒后操场的喧闹

他找到四叶幸运草
他给我万分之一的缘分
多奇妙,爱星星的微笑
在我掌心里轻轻飘


幸运草的夏天有他陪着我迷路
喜欢当时小小幸福就是爱情的全部
那天一阵烈日,一阵大雨,一整个下午
他的汗水渗进土里
为我绽放新的礼物


dalada,dalada,dal
ada,dalada,dalada
wo,wo……

他找到四叶幸运草
他给我万分之一的缘分
多奇妙,爱星星的微笑
在我掌心里轻轻飘


幸运草的夏天有他陪着我迷路
喜欢当时小小幸福就是爱情的全部
那天一阵烈日,一阵大雨,一整个下午
他的汗水渗进土里
为我绽放新的礼物

一转眼成长了,散了,
没结局的传说,他记不记得


幸运草里藏着的事早已经模糊
爱情就在每次泪干之后越来越清楚
直到书签破了,花园拆了,我也不再哭
才懂得有个男孩曾经为我全心付出


i am wondering is it possible to have 5 days of weekends and maybe 2 days of weekdays.
every Friday i think i or rather almost everyone tried to stay up late, watch their videos, play their games or whatsoever..
and then the next 48 hours is Jam Pack with activities for some people.
and then its Monday already. :(
and the vicious cycle just goes round and round and round..

and i have got 20 DRAFTED blogpost.
but i think i will never post them up i suppose so.

alright.

i know i got 2 days off a couple of weeks ago on the 6th & 7th of Jan.

6th was spent in Orchard. went to RELC with HJ to pay her exam fees and there were like so many people there. >.< . then to Far East and met her new Boyfriend, who was suppose to be at work, but happily took MC =X.
and i have never ever met him before. overall a nice guy.
lunch, shop and dinner.
indeed it felt WEIRD, but at least, he didn't disturb us shopping.
either he dislike shopping which HJ somehow told me that day or he keep lamenting that he's much older than us, like hello you are 4 years older than me, 5 years older than HJ, where got lor please, no one is old lahh, and so he wanted to rest more instead.
but to me the above two reasons are not valid at all.. :D
but i am happy for her! :)

7th went to Liang Court and met Liane & Cy after their facial, then to 313 to shop (bought my heels, i want another PAIR) and dinner (Pastamania) at Cine, then Orchard Central (bought a dress), then home sweet home..

and i really got hard time adjusting to 5 days week last week. i was like how come the 5 days is like so long out of a sudden after the 3 consecutive weeks of long weekends..

and recently..
i feel that i have changed a lot.
which i can't find any explanation to it either.

this week is going to be fun.
dinner, shopping, dinner, shopping..
and next week Saturday maybe going Batam (which i thought can be confirm last Sat, but NO).

Lastly, Happy Birthday, Dearest Daddy! :D

Good night! :)


Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 12:20 AM

i believe this song a lot or almost all TP students will/would know about it.. have been trying to find out what's the song title for years, but fail to knew it until recently then i knew the song title (okay, i know i am super slow). super old song.. HAHA

new age girl

yes, this is the song for the TP mass dance (on top of the usual chicky/chicken dance or what dance and all the cheers and the TP school song we did/learnt during all the camps)
and the mass dance i think is already part or more of a tradition in TP itself..

and yes, i slept very early on Wednesday night..
was so tired that i slept at 10pm.
but i slept for 8 hours already, i am still feeling tired the next morning.
no difference from me sleeping for like 5 hours or 3 hours nowadays.
why i don't feel tired when i am studying with just mere hours of sleep but only when i am working?
or am i just getting older?
:(

think i shall sleep soon.

and i have enough of sending resumes, and end up getting no reply either.
not so a good sign..
:(

and yes, its Friday! :)
because i love the weekends!

good night!
:)


Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 11:03 PM

我以为 - 品冠

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他,有那么好.
你说会懂我的失落,
不是靠宽容,就能够解脱.


我以为我出现的时候刚好,
你和他,就说要分开.
我以为你,已对他不再期待,
不纵容他再给你伤害


我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口,
全心陪在你左右,弥补他一切的错,
也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.

我以为终究你会慢慢明白,
他的心已不在你身上,
我的关心,你依然无动于衷,
我的以为只是我以为.


我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口,
专心陪在你左右,弥补他一切的错,
也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.


他让你红了眼眶,你却还笑着原谅,
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁.
我以为我够坚强,却一天天的失望,
少给我一点希望,希望就不是奢望
.

我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口,
专心陪在你左右,弥补他一切的错,
也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.

他让你红了眼眶,你却还笑着原谅,
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁.
我以为我够坚强,却输的那么绝望,
少给我一点希望,希望就不是奢望.

msn nick i see, Autumn’s Concerto i heard.
and its a nice song!

to the 2 heartbrokens: don't worry, i believe there'll be a girl and a guy who will truly appreciate you, yourself. all everyone need is some time.

i am very very hungry now..
shall search for some food..
:)

good night!


Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 3:27 PM

it is always like that.
you might/will get heartbroken, then you move on, and then you will finally see the sun at the end of it.
and because of this.
thats why love is given a bad name to it.
so cheer up my friend! :)

and sometimes.
something are better left unknown..
because what's left is some stuff some people just don't wish to know.

and so, where are you?


Saturday, January 09, 2010 @ 11:46 AM

Before i start on Bintan trip,

23/12/2009, we had steamboat at TING house for our Christmas celebration at night (felt like chinese new year instead), will upload photos later!

24/12/2009 was Christmas Eve, went to work and left early at 10am instead of half day, because i went to RE with Carol. reach Raffles place, and left there, and at Raffles place MRT station, there was a old man who i think lost his balance and fell down from the upward going escalator because he tried to stand up, but he couldn't and keep on falling down from it. both of us did not know what to do, our mind just went blank, lucky there was a guy who saw this and rush off towards him and help him. lucky the old man was alright. PHEW. and off we went to RELC to collect our certs, we took cab down from Orchard, and took cab back to Lucky plaza for lunch. home sweet home thereafter! :D

Bintan Trip

25/12/2009:

we met up at Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal at 8am when the ferry time is at 9.10am. i reach a little too early, even my dad also was like you go there so early for questions.. wanted to find a place to eat, but looking at the crowd of people there, and with my bag in hand which i feel unsafe to left it at the seat, i just blankly standing or sitting down while waiting for others to come. proceed with the check in and all, and off we go to Bintan, and reach there about 1 hour later, check in and everything and off we go and explore!



after exploring around, we decide on stuff to do, and off we go for lunch. 8 person ordered supposedly should be 8 sets, but me and my friend one only came one set. in the end both of us shared the food..




thereafter, we went to take the shuttle service to go around the resort. we went to the beach where the sea activities were held there, walk around the beach, and we decide to walk back to the resort.




walking back, 2 person did jumping shots, and all of us stop by and saw the mini zoo in the resort itself, before washing our legs and change into swim wear..



we then went to play volleyball, and since we 2 girls, didn't played first, i took the photos, before we 2 girls joined in and played (but don't know should called it played or disturb the game =X). after the game, we went to swim first (3 person) and the rest went to play soccer, and aftermaths, all the guys were in the swimming pool playing the water polo (even one or two who don't know how to swim =X), then we went back to the rooms, bath, changed, and we went for Dinner.



after dinner, we went back and decide on to go to the KTV which have a pool table inside..
so we spent 2 hours there, before walking back to bath and SLEEP..


26/12/2009:

morning breakfast, then we went to play ATV! everyone of us became muddy after the whole thing, and were fined 100 for damage to the back bumper or whatsoever. -.-



went back, and we washed our shoes/slippers, bags, and of course each and everyone of us need to bath. we took cab to Pasar Oleh Oleh and shop and eat there, before going to Kelong for dinner!


went back to the hotel, and we went to bath again, before gather at one room for TV, poker & gift exchange!


retreat to bed, and i think everyone just sleep their way through because we woke up really late the next day..

27/12/2009:

breakfast, pack bag, deposit our bag and off we went to play rifle shooting & archery!



after that, the guys went to play table tennis, i went to buy some stuff, and off we go and to collect our stuff, took the shuttle bus to the ferry terminal and back to Singapore


went to eat dinner at Bedok before home sweet home!

till then!
:)


@ 1:57 AM

stop spending already.
i need to find one rich bf.
like
s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y.
(kidding one lah, you think so easy?)
but i am happy with all my buys so far.
HAHA.

and oh, i shall start packing my things for spring cleaning.
2 days to clear, should be enough time right?

super shag, but still want to watch the video..
but think i shall hit the bed..
good night!
:)


Thursday, January 07, 2010 @ 9:33 AM

i wanted to do the bintan trip post.
but pictures i have not really do it.
sighh.

long weekends for me!
i guess i will have hard time adjusting next week!

till then!
(:


Sunday, January 03, 2010 @ 12:54 PM

my leg hurts.
and it feels like i did not get enough of shopping yet.

yesterday was in JB, today i am going orchard.

tomorrow le? =P

hopefully i wouldn't get exhaustion at the end of it.

random!
will do proper update soon! (:


Friday, January 01, 2010 @ 6:45 PM

Resolution for 2010.

1) find a job (please)
2) try to get over from QLC (sighh)
3) try to go for some courses (CFA, CFA, CFA)
4) save more money (which means spend lesser)
5) go overseas with friends (money drop down from the sky)
6) a little more independent, more courage, more confident, more outspoken, a little more mature and less childish, less stubborn. overall to be more of a better person
7) the special one
9) everyone to stay happy and healthy.
10) try to sleep early (as if i can on weekends)
11) try to eat regularly (not to snack in between)
12) learn to respect, cherish, give and take & relax.

it sounds like a lot.
HAHA

till then!

and i am off to JB tomorrow morning with my friends to shop! (:
enjoy the holidays everyone!


@ 12:42 PM

Happy New Year everyone! (:
and Happy 24th Wedding Anniversary to dearest Daddy and Mommy! (:
may 2010 be fun filled with love, joy and happiness for everyone for the 365 days! (:
resolution anyone?

sidenote: i shouldn't feel bitter about it! :X

till then!



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